Grenade

"easy come ... easy go .. that's just how you live oh take take it all but you never give "

Bunyi lirik pertama dari lagu Grenade yang aku putar melalui winamp saat mengakses blog ini. Lagu ini sangat pathetic , makanya aku selalu putar lagu ini setiap kali lagi merasa down atau ... disappointed. Gimana nggak, you'd jump in front of a train for someone tapi orangnya not even think about it. Maybe that's why kita harus berpikir dua kali sebelum mengambil keputusan untuk melakukan sesuatu atau memberikan sesuatu untuk orang lain. Jangan sampai ini malah bikin kita gondok dan ... pathetic.

"should've known you're a trouble from the first kiss had your eyes wide open "

Kadang ketika membuat keputusan i take things for granted. Menyepelekan hal - hal yang berpotensi jadi masalah dan dengan sombongnya berpikir bahwa aku bisa melewati itu semua. But in fact, things never get easier. No matter how strong we think we are. No matter how hard we try to get it over with. Pain is still pain, and it will leave a scar that takes time before it's fading. 


And after all it puts me through .... what do i say ?

"but i'll still catch a grenade for ya ... throw my hands on a blade for ya ... "

Pathetic ? yeah. But that's alright because i like the way it hurts.


So ... maybe i'm a masochist