Open my eyes

God you show me the right way, you test me with the wrong way.
You created a lot of things to pull me from you, but You always have your way to drag me back to you.
You let me did a mistake, You always give me chance to come back.
You show me the bliss, You show me the sick.
God i've made so many mistakes.
I should've been informed. I should've been enlightened.

But God, i'm just a fool. I can't get Your point.
Please open my eyes. Living in this perverted world is just so hard.