Anyone of us

I don't know why everytime i come to Bandung i always bring a trouble, get a trouble, or make a new trouble. These three days are the rough day. Like gossip girl says "past is always with us waiting to mess up with the present". But i think, it's no problem for past to stay with us and it won't mess up with the present. But what i did was just messing up my present.

"you've been a very bad girl, a very  very bad bad girl Gaga!" , says Beyonce to Gaga after she give some ransome to release her from jail. And i guess, Beyonce would say the same thing to me [but of course, calling me  as "boy" ]. I've been a very bad boy. I hurt too many people. I claim myself as innocent but actually i'm a jerk. I've hurt so many people. I've betrayed the nicest person on earth. Don't know how to say sorry, my mistake is unforgivable. But still, i've been forgiven. See ? A nice person. And i've hurt myself by hurting you.

And one thing you have to know. My heart is not divisible. A thing won't change my feeling for you. Everyone has their own place in it. When i was asked to choose, well people is irreplaceable.

I know how 'broken heart' feels when you ask me to get separated. Tears streaming down my face. And i just realized that i did a stupid mistake. But it can happen to anyone of us. Anyone can hurt someone they love. I think i'm unforgivable. But thanks for a willing to try again with me.

Reminds me to this song :

I've been letting you down, down
Girl I know I've been such a fool
Giving in to temptation
I should've played it cool
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

(Chorus)
It can happen to
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

She was kind of exciting
A little crazy I should've known
She must have altered my senses
'Cause I offered to walk her home
The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

(Chorus)
It can happen to
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake

A stupid mistake
she means nothing to me
(nothing to me)
I swear every word is true
don´t wanna lose you

The situation got out of hand
I hope you understand

(Chorus)
It can happen to
Anyone of us, anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to
Anyone of us, say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can't take my heart will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake

Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love
Hearts will break
'Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake





P.S :  I hate eclipse, it's a bad inspiration.  [ups, maybe it's just because i'm not a vampire or werewolf]


n for everyone who has been hurt by me. A bunch of sorry for you guys