Be My Wife !

Kemarin malam, gw mencoba untuk memperbaiki pola tidur dengan tidur lebih awal jam 11 malam. Tapi setelah memejamkan mata selama 1 jam lebih, masih juga belum bisa tidur. Akhirnya gw menyalakan radio untuk mendengarkan midnight show yang selalu menemani gw menjelang tidur. [ga tau kenapa gw suka banget dengerin midnight show radio 99ers yang penyiarnya ini]. Radio itu sedang memutarkan sebuah lagu, pas sekali karena ternyata itu baru intro. Sepertinya lagu ini belum pernah gw dengar. Mungkin bukan lagu dari Indonesia, tapi suara penyanyi nya familiar banget, kamga. The song is really cool, the lyrics is really touchy, and Kamga really makes it. Ini lah liriknya...

Damn why it’s so hard to say
Secret feelings locked away
Heaven knows I’ve always felt so much
For you

I’m not that romantic
Even worse I’m sarcastic sometimes
And now it’s time I tell you this
What’s always been my only wish


Eventhough I’m not spiderman or superman
I’ll be the one who guards you
Night and day and trust me
I don’t need no spiderweb or laser eyes
Cause you’re giving me
The strength to say
Share you life and be my wife

Girl :
Can’t believe what I heard
It’s so beautiful filled in my soul
Please tell me that I’m not dreamin
Will you be my wife… Baby…

COOL song. The lyrics is simple but strong. I promise i should sing this song for the woman who will be the mother of my children, who will be witness of every single dream that i reach , who will be the best partner on my bed [yeah, that's important too LOL], someone who will give me strength in fulfilling my dreams and share it together. A woman who can make me say that i love her even i don't know the reason.

Well, i know my voice is not that good but i have to sing it in my attempt to propose her and say "be my wife". You must be laught at me when you read this post because you know that i'm currently not having anyone. But i keep faith on my God promise that everyone was born with their own soulmate.

I believe today is not the right time. And i wanna do this in the very perfect time. I have met a lot of people and try to let them in but it didn't work. It doesn't mean that i don't have any feeling to any girls. It's not that simple. The problem is they cannot assure me to let them in. They cannot give me a reason what makes me wanna give them all my heart. They cannot make me say that i love them even when i have no reason. And what happened is i always questioning the reason why should i love them ? and i never found the reason.

While waiting for that day when i meet someone that i pray for, it's better for me to keep practising on this song hah.